A Map of My Heart

18 04 2007

I mapped my heart today

In black and white

A list, a simple formula

Of my life

And found with surprise

A pattern therein

A pattern of lights and darks

Valleys and peaks

I traced each path

I saw whence it came

Where it went

I found where the fears

Tied knots round my heart

I tried to loosen them, but

My fingers could not yet

Work loose the knots

But I found them

There in the dark times

Holding part of me hostage

I saw the climb into the light

The joy, the good times

I saw that my path

Wound back up

Into the light here and now

I must use this light

Here and now

To see the dark knots

And loosen their

Grip on my heart

To leave it free and open

Once more

 

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In the Grove

17 04 2007

I walked amongst the trees

Giant Live Oaks

Dripping moss

Time personified, aged masters

 

Tall tall Pines

Spears to the heavens

Taking our prayers

Straight up

 


Cypress

Soaking in the

Waters of Life

Knees sticking up

 

Cottonwoods granting

Quick shade

Finding water

In dry lands

 

Orchard trees, peaches and pears

Nourishing the body

Telling tales

To nourish the soul

 

Still I looked

I found Maples

Running with sweet memories

Each spring

 

Magnolias taking the breath away with

Sweet scent

Willows touching fingers

To the ground

 

And then I found

A river of trees

Running together in a pack

Like the wolf

 

Slim
Aspen with trembling leaves

Bright green leaves

Paper white trunks standing

In hosts together

 

They spoke of

Being one in the face

Of the world

And all

 

They spoke of knowing that

Together we can

Survive that which alone

We cannot

 

They spoke of the

Joy

Of being

Together

 

So I sat listening

Beneath

The
Aspen trees

In the Golden Grove

 

And they spoke to me

Long and sweet

Of being close

To those we love

 

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Enchanted Woods

16 04 2007

After returning to Riversleigh and planting my dream seeds, I spent a few days just hanging around. I visited other people’s rooms, chatted a bit, but did not do any real work. Finally I decided to get out a bit and take a walk in the Enchanted Woods.

 

The woods were deep and shady; walking through them was like a draught of sweet fresh water for my soul. I spied small flowers hiding at the base of huge trees, and listened to the birds chattering and playing overhead. A little creature that looked something like a chipmunk bounced along on the limbs overhead for a while. The path I followed wandered around the woods and crossed several small streams; I found myself wondering if any of these fed the

River of
Creativity.

 

When I sat down to rest on a large rock beside on of these streams, I discovered I was not quite as alone as I thought I was. First I felt something tugging on my hair. I thought I had caught it on a twig, so I reached around and batted at it, to get it loose. My hair wasn’t caught on anything. Then I felt a bug crawling up my neck. I brushed at it quickly, but again there wasn’t anything there. This was a little bit irritating, but I decided my imagination was too busy, feeling tugs and bugs where there weren’t any.

Then what felt like a cup of ice cold water from the stream went pouring down my back. I jumped up, shrieking, and turned around. Not only was there nothing there, but my back was dry. I heard a giggle, a very tiny giggle, coming from behind me.

 

Now I suspected I had company. I sat back down, as if I hadn’t heard anything, grumbled out loud to myself about my imagination, and waited. Sure enough, someone decided to try another trick. I felt tiny, busy fingers at my collar and turned around rapidly. I found several large and unhappy ants suspended in mid-air right where my collar had been.

They fell to the ground as a busy set of wings buzzed away from me.

 

“It’s no use; I caught you in the act!” I called, “Come on back and talk to me!”

 

I heard a giggle from behind me again, and then another one in my ear. Then something landed gently on my shoulder.

 

“You’re no fun, She Wolf,” said a tiny voice. “You’re not supposed to catch us until we’re ready to be caught!”

“Well then, you must have been ready,” I replied. “Because I caught you! You seem to know who I am, but I’m afraid we haven’t been introduced.”

 

“We’re just some of the fairies that live here in the Enchanted Woods. We come over to Riversleigh sometimes, but we just hadn’t gotten around to visiting you yet. When we saw you out in the Woods, we thought we’d come over and say hi!”

 

The slight weight on my right shoulder had been joined by one on my left shoulder and another one on top of my head. The one on top of my head began to pick up small sections of my hair and play with it.

 

“Hey, no fair making elflocks out of my hair!” I said.

 

The only reply was another giggle, but the sensation stopped.

 

“Do you want to come with us and see some of the magical and wonderful places here in the Enchanted Woods?” the fairy on my right shoulder asked. She seemed to be the spokesfairy for the group.

 

“Sure, why not. I’m always up for a little adventure,” I replied.

 

So with the guidance of the fairies, I explored the paths in the Enchanted Woods. The little chipmunk-creature ran around over head as I was shown the paths to the Gypsy Camp (this looked like fun), the Golden Seed Grove and the

Temple of
Solace which I had already visited, and the path to the Faraway Tree. The fairies told me not to go there quite yet. I would be visiting it soon enough.

 

We were on our way back to Riversleigh when I heard a small sad voice crying piteously somewhere off the path. The fairies darted away in the direction of the crying and I followed after them.

 

The fairies were tiny and fast and were quickly out of sight, but the crying was easy to follow. I came into a small glade and there were the fairies swirling around a larger being, about the size of a toddler. It was wizened and wrinkled and crying loudly, as if its heart were about to break.

 

“What’s wrong? What’s the matter?” I asked as I ran over.

 

“My, my baby,” she sobbed. (The being was obviously a she, now that I was close enough to see her through the surrounding fairies.)

 

“What about your baby?” I questioned.

 

“She’s lost, and I can’t find her…” the little mother trailed off in a wail.

 

“We’ll help! We’ll find here for you, Old Mother! And the She Wolf will help us, too!” chorused the fairies.

 

“Sure we will!” I said. “What does she look like?”

“That’s the problem, I don’t know!” cried the woman.

 

“Huh? What do you mean you don’t know what she looks like?” I was truly puzzled.

 

“She likes to look like different animals! I don’t know which one she was today!”

 

I had a feeling I knew. “Is she quite curious? Curious enough to follow a stranger all over the Enchanted Woods all day long?”

 

The mother nodded.

 

“You know, I would be willing to bet that if you were to say something very loudly about it being time for dinner, and about not being angry if someone were to be a little bit late if they showed up right now, that your problem would be solved.” I was pretty sure I knew where her daughter had been all day.

 

The mother creature did as I suggested, with the fairies still buzzing around excitedly, and sure enough, there was a crashing sound in the branches overhead and a small chipmunk-like creature landed in a heap at our feet.

 

“I thought as much!” I said. The fairies burst out laughing.

 

The mother creature grabbed the little one in her arms and sobbed loudly. “You’re home, oh, you’re home! I thought I had lost you forever! Oh my, oh my!”

 

The fairies and I thought this was as good a time as any to make our exit. As we left, one of the fairies whispered in my ear, “She loses her daughter at least once a week! We’re always going off looking for her, only to have her turn up on her own a short time later.” A tiny sigh accompanied the words.

 

We were soon back at Riversleigh, and the fairies accompanied me to my room. They hovered around the dream seed pot for a few minutes and then darted around the rest of the room quickly before flying away through the open window. “We’ll be back!” they called as they left.

 

I tended my dream seeds, which were beginning to sprout, and went to see about some supper.

 

 

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George the Donkey- The Lost Episodes

16 04 2007

 I needed to bridge a few gaps in my journey-journal, especially regarding George the donkey! So- here are the lost episodes of George the donkey.

 

When I went out of Lissa’s house to go up to the mines, George was already out front waiting for me. In fact, he had made himself quite at home and was helping himself to some of Lissa’s garden. “George! What do you think you’re doing?” I shouted. “This is Lissa’s garden!”

“I’m having breakfast,” he replied calmly, taking another bite of the garden. He brushed past a large sunflower as he lifted his head up, getting a nose full of pollen. He snorted loudly, spraying me liberally with chewed-up green bits.

 

“George!” I yelled, “Watch what you’re doing!”

 

I heard a giggle behind me. Lissa was watching, her eyes sparkling and her hands pressed over her mouth. When she saw me turn around, she gave up and burst out laughing.

 

“I’m sorry, but it’s so funny!” she gasped. I tried to brush some of the green bits off of my clothes and then gave up and started laughing too. When she could speak again, Lissa said, “I always lose some of the front garden to the donkeys when I have a guest. They just can’t resist the nice fresh greenery. I gave up a long time ago, and just started planting things I knew they like to eat. It was easier than fighting it!” She smiled and told George, “Be careful, or I’ll plant nothing but thistles!”

 

“Hah. You know that I’ll eat them if I have too, but I much prefer this other stuff. If you plant those, I’ll just move to the back garden and see what I can find there.”  He brayed a laugh.

 

“Oh, you.” Lissa shook her head. “Go on and take She Wolf up to the mines. She’s had her breakfast too and she’s ready to go.”

 

So off we went, up into the mountains and to the mine. At the entrance, George reminded me that I would need to slough something. Then he said, “You need to slough those pieces of chew-up plant, too, because they’re still clinging all over your front!” And with that he brayed another laugh and trotted off to a green patch nearby.

 

As I went into the mine, I realized that I had forgotten to be nervous, thanks to George’s distractions. Once again, he had done his job.

 

 

That evening, as Theo and I were walking back and talking, George hung back and let us talk. As we approached the gate to Lissa’s house, I turned to George and said, “You’re awfully quiet this evening.”

“I don’t think I really need to say anything right now,” he replied. “You’ve done well, though, and I’m really proud of you.”

 

I never knew that a compliment from a donkey could feel so good.

 

 

When it was time for me to head back to Riversleigh for a few days, George showed up, packed and ready for the trip. “You’re coming with me?” I asked.

 

“Sure. Knowing you, you’d just manage to get lost between here and there. I know the way. Besides, don’t you want the company?”

 

“Of course I do. It wouldn’t be the same without you,” I told him. So I had a traveling companion for my trip back to Riversleigh.

 

We walked a long way in silence. Then, quite suddenly, I felt tired. I saw a shady spot beside the road, and sat down. George stopped, too, and asked, “What’s the matter, She Wolf?”

“I don’t know. I just got tired. I sat down. Now I don’t want to get up for a while.”

 

“Oh. Okay.” George wandered off into the plants alongside the road and began to graze.

I fell asleep in the warm shade. I finally woke myself up with a start, snoring. George was gazing at me interestedly. “You know,” he said, “ That was almost as impressive a noise as my braying!” He ducked when I swatted at him. “Let’s go find a place to camp. I don’t think we’re going to get much more traveling done today.”

 

I started to protest, but he stopped me. “No, you’re obviously tired. Look. You came to Riversleigh and had no more gotten settled in there when you took off again to do the Lemurian Tour. Then you went mining, which is hard work. You’ve done a lot in a little bit of time. Take some down time, write in your journal, refresh yourself. It’s okay to be tired sometimes. Just don’t let it become a way of life.” As he talked, we were walking deeper into the forest, away from the path. I could hear the sound of a stream babbling to itself nearby, and the air smelled fresh and sweet. Finally, we came to the place George had been looking for. It was a small clearing, grassy and smooth. The trees overhead were solid and strong, old patriarchs of the forest. I sat down feeling as if I had come home, so welcoming was the little clearing.

 

“Ahem,” said George, twitching his withers under the packs.

 

“Oh! Sure, George! I’m sorry!” I leapt up and took all the gear off of him, and he rolled in the grass gratefully. “Hold on, and I’ll get the brush out and give you a good brushing,” I told him.

 

After he was brushed and the camp set up, I boiled water from the talkative little brook to make some tea and George and I chatted.

 

“You probably could have stayed a few more days with Lissa, or just gone straight back to Riversleigh to get some rest, but I think you need to be away from folks for a few days to refresh yourself. Everyone needs a little solitude now and then, but some folks need it more than others, and you’re one of those folks.”

 

I nodded. “Yes, I do. Sometimes I just forget how much I need it. I’ll rest here until I feel ready to go on again, once I have assimilated some of the knowledge I have gained in the last few days. It probably won’t take too long,” I added, “I’m not that fond of sleeping on the ground!”

 

George brayed a laugh and went back off the graze on the fresh greenery.

The little interlude proved to be just what I needed, and soon we were on our way back to Riversleigh again. We crossed the

River of
Creativity again, and I plunged back into those exhilarating waters with a will. It was still a bit hard to steer through the currents, but oh, what a ride!

 

When we finally walked up the driveway at Riversleigh, I was more than ready to see my own room again. But first, I took George out to the stables and made sure he was unpacked and brushed with fresh water, oats and hay. He told me, “If you ever need a donkey, just let me know. I’ll be delighted to travel with you again.”

“Thanks George,” I replied. “I can’t think of a better traveling companion than you’ve been.” And I gave him a hug.

 

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Dream Seed Packet

10 04 2007

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My seed packet seemed to have changed…

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Dream Seeds

10 04 2007

I got back to Riversleigh today- it is nice to stay a few nights in my own bed before I go off again. I really enjoyed my stay with Lissa and Theo; I learned a lot from those two remarkable people. In fact, after seeing what Lissa has been doing, I may spend more of my time on my fiber arts. With the exception of my knitting, I have neglected them lately. And after Theo- well, I think I’ll expand my CD collection. My wooden flute I’ll save for myself in private, at least for now. It’s better that way.

After I plunked my bag in my room and checked to make sure the Door was behaving itself, I pulled out the little bag from the Enchanteur and headed for the greenhouse. I hadn’t been out there before, so I spent a little time just looking around. There were all sorts of beautiful and exotic blooms and some very strange plants as well. I could tell that some of them were dream seeds planted by others that were coming to fruition. I hoped mine would do well, too.

Finally, I opened the little bag of assorted items and fished out the package of dream seeds. Now, I hadn’t looked at it too hard when I first got the bag, and I had been too busy since, but I didn’t think the package had looked quite the same when I first got it.

It was a lovely package, with butterflies on the front, and the words Butterfly Brand Dream Seeds.

I felt something tickling my ear. I looked up and saw a butterfly flitting around a blossom nearby. A slight breeze (in the greenhouse?) brushed past me, and I thought I heard a giggle.

“Butterfly man, is that you? Are you responsible for these dream seeds?” I asked.

There was no answer. The butterfly on the flower was gone and the breeze didn’t come back. “All right, then,” I said, “Have it your way.” I went back to reading the seed packet.

On the back it said:

Butterfly Brand Dream Seeds

To plant: Plant in a colorfully decorated pot with rich soil

               Water carefully with stream water

                Feed with one teaspoon honey diluted with ¼ water

                Place in a sunny window or outdoors in sunshine

When plants reach 2” place a stake or small trellis for vines to climb

Continue to keep plant moist, but not wet, and feed with honey mixture twice weekly

To use: Scent from flowers may be used as aromatherapy for creativity

             Tea may be made from dried leaves and blooms

                 Steep one tablespoon per cup of boiling water; may also be served iced

Promotes flights of fancy, colorful use of language and art, and generally following your muse.

These seeds did sound intriguing. I looked around to see if I could find a brightly painted pot. Sure enough, someone who liked to throw pots and paint and glaze them in bright colors had left a rather tipsy stack of their finished projects out here for us to use. I sorted through them until I found one that I really liked- It was glazed in a lovely bright blue and had green vines with yellow and pink flowers going around the outside. It was cheerful and certainly seemed bright enough for the butterfly dream seeds.

I filled the pot with some of the nice rich compost-filled soil kept in the greenhouse and shook the seeds out of the packet. There were four of them, and I decided to plant them all, one for each direction. They were odd looking seeds; each was about the size of a pea, and each one of them was a different color – blue, purple, yellow and pink. I poked little holes in the soil and dropped a seed in each one, patting the soil gently back over the top. Then I took a watering can outside and looked around until I found a little stream to fill the can. On my way back to the greenhouse, I stopped in the kitchen and begged some honey off of the cook. She was very nice about it and sent me on my way with a little crock full of it, so I could feed my plant regularly. I watered the seeds, and fed them the honey mixture, and then decided I would like to keep the plant in my room. The pot full of soil was heavy, and I staggered back to my room under the weight of it. Finally, it was safe on a table by one of my windows, and I put the empty packet in a drawer to keep.

The window was open, and a butterfly drifted in briefly, hovered over the pot, and floated back out again.

I leaned out the window, but no one was in sight. Still, I spoke aloud, “Okay, Butterfly Man, I don’t know if you are in cahoots with the Enchanteur over this or not, but the dream seeds are planted. If you want to help them grow, that’s fine with me!” 

I spent the rest of the evening cleaning up the things from my trip so I could be ready to go again in a few days, and then took a very long, scented bath before I went to bed.

 

This time my dreams were of butterflies dancing over gleaming gold nuggets.

 

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The Gleam Within

9 04 2007

Theo met me as I was walking back down the mountain to Owl Creek. He was empty handed, but looked very happy, as it he had been successful. He smiled at me. “Well, by the smile on your face, you look like you must have found gold,” he said.

 

“I did,” I answered him, and showed him the contents of my pack.

 

He whistled. “Good job!  I’m glad you found some. Why are you carrying it like that though?”

 

“What do you mean?” I was confused.

 

“Let’s get back down to the house, and I’ll show you what I mean,” he said, and set a pace my tired legs could barely keep up with.

 

When we got to the house, Theo called for Lissa to join us, and we all sat down in the front room. “Show Lissa your find,” he told me.

 

I did this, and she smiled and asked, “But why are you carrying it that way?”

 

I was completely puzzled. “Theo asked the same thing. But I don’t understand what you mean,” I said.

 

“Pick up a nugget,” Lissa told me.

 

I did, holding it in the palm of my hand.

 

“Now, relax, close your hand around it. Do you feel what’s inside it?”

 

I could feel something, yes. It was like the feeling I had when I first found the nugget- a germ of an idea, a flash of inspiration gleamed at me like the nugget had in the dark mine.

 

“Oh!” I said.

 

“That’s it. You’re getting it! Now just keep doing that. Do you feel it becoming a part of you? Reaching down inside you and growing?

 

I did.

 

“Good. Now you see what the gold can do. Reach for it, feel it, let it grow within you. When you are creating, let the gleam from this gold flow into what you are making, let it help you create. You’ll be surprised at what you can do with it when you have some practice.”

 

I smiled at them. “Thank you so much. You’ve truly helped.”

 

“Let me get you a bag for the rest of your nuggets,” said Lissa, getting up.

 

I turned to Theo, “How do you carry your gold?” I asked.

 

“Look!” He opened his hand, and I saw a gleam of gold in the palm, but it was like it part of his body.

 

“With practice, you will be able to do this too. Don’t be alarmed if the alluvial gold becomes one with you. It just means you have learned to tap it at will. Lissa doesn’t even need to be physically at the mine anymore to find the gold. Keep trying. You’ll get there too.”

 

Lissa came back with a little embroidered bag- despite the fact that the gold was weighing me down, I was surprised to see that there wasn’t a lot of it physically. It was just very heavy, very rich. “I keep these around for the people I host,” she smiled. “I’m so glad you were able to find gold!” She helped me transfer the nuggets into the bag- except for the one in my hand, which I was surprised to see was like Theo’s now – part of me.

 

“Good!” said Lissa. “You’re catching on fast.

 

The gleam from the nugget was begging me to go and write for a while. “I can see what you want to do!” Lissa laughed. “You’ll find pens and paper at the desk in your room. Dinner won’t be ready for a while. Go and write. I know that Theo always has to play when he gets home.” Laughing, she left for the kitchen. Theo and I looked at each other and smiled, and he reached for his fiddle as I headed for the stairs.

I had found the secret of my own spark of creativity- buried deep inside, in the dark, where the gleams from the gold shone brightly. I thought that may have been the easy part- finding that it was there. Now came the work- finding it again when I needed it, and leaning to use it.

 

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Depths of the Mine

8 04 2007

When I stepped through the door, I found myself in a white swirling mist, seemingly lit from within. Barely seen muted wisps of colors slid by me in this mist and I grasped at them as they went by, only to find that they were insubstantial and slipped through my fingers. I went deeper into the cavern and the mist lightened a little bit. Now I could see flashes as of gold along the wall, dimmed by the thinning mist. I ran over to them, but they were not really there, either. They were just illusions, fed by desire, born from idle wishes for quick results, no more than fairy lights.

So I went deeper into the caverns, following a trail that I felt, rather than saw. The mist grew thinner and the cavern grew darker. I followed the cavern deep into the heart of the mountain. Finally, it grew so dark that I had to light my candle. (Funny, that- I had been in caves before, and usually when you pass the second bend, all, and I do mean all, the light is gone. Here, it went away slowly and gradually, along with the obscuring mist.)

By candle light, I slowly worked my way deeper and deeper into the mine, checking the walls as I went for signs of gold. The way grew narrow and the walls grew rougher. I was seeing bands of quartz in them, though, which was a good sign.

Finally, with my candle half gone, I squeezed through an opening into a small room that seemed to be a dead end. The milky quartz that formed it gleamed in the light from my candle, throwing reflections everywhere. It was fairly dry in here, and warmer than I had expected. There was a sandy spot in the middle of the floor with a smooth rock behind it, and I went over and sat down, leaning against the rock. For a few minutes, I watched the light from my candle skitter around the walls and then quite suddenly, my candle went out.

I was startled, but didn’t panic. I could relight it when I was ready. Instead, I sat in the complete darkness. I listened to my own breathing, felt my heart beating. I began to breath slowly and felt myself relax and slow down. I closed my eyes and then laughed at myself. It was so dark that having my eyes open or shut would make no difference, so I opened them again.

Breathe in, breathe out. Relax. Let your mind flow.

Then I saw it. A flash of gold. And then another. Flash after flash of gold came from around the room.

I got up, slowly, carefully, and went over to one of the golden gleams. I touched it, and it was real. I pried the nugget loose from the wall, and then went on to another. Nugget after nugget was added to my load.

Finally, with my hands and pack weighed down with the precious resource, I sat down again, in the deep darkness, feeling my way back to where I thought I remembered the sandy spot and rock being. Leaning back against the stone, I breathed slowly and deeply once more, and calmed myself from the excitement of finding so much hidden gold.

Then, feeling like I had done enough for one day, I lit my candle again. Once more the room glistened with the light dancing on the quartz vein. There was no gold to be seen, although I knew it was there. I had the proof in my pack and in my hands. Heavy, rich gold- I looked at it in the dim candlelight and marveled.

Slowly, I made my way back to the surface of the mine, following long passages that grew progressively lighter and brighter, easy passages filled with the false promise of quick riches, away from the true source of wealth hidden deep in the darkness of the mine.

When I reached the surface, the sun was setting in a crimson blaze and the air was crisp and fresh. I showed the keeper my gold, and she smiled at me, and nodded. I was exhausted, and slowly made my way back to town, to my host home.

 

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What Shall I Slough

8 04 2007

What shall I slough? What useless old skin shall I squeeze out of and toss away?

 

Impatience- that one might be good. Or how about self-doubt? That’s a nasty one. But it is very deep in the layers of myself, and won’t come loose readily. I’ll have to work on that one.

 

Hmmm, sloughing. I need to learn to take the time to finish my work properly. That includes my knitting and embroidery. A big box full of completed projects that I never bothered to mat and frame, bags with pieces for a child’s sweater never blocked and sewn together, stories and poems written and tucked away without smoothing and editing, or rushed out to put on my blog before I read it that one last time, so I have to go back and edit it when I see an error later- all cured by a little more patience.

 

I’m not impatient with the process of creating, just with the polishing and finishing, the going back over things. Perhaps this is what I shall slough, and make an effort to polish the bits and bobs I create so that they are not hidden away in a box somewhere, or put out with incompletions and  errors for all the world to see.

 

Procrastination, perhaps. That’s another one I could slough. There has been some discussion about that, and avoidance and distractions. I suppose it goes hand in hand with its brother impatience above, leaving those same boxfuls of completed work shoved away in a closet. Hmmm…

 

Choices for the moldy old skin I shall rid myself of – this is hard. I know some of the things that should go, but which one?

Finally, I think I have chosen; I’ll try the impatience today, I think, and the sloughing begins. I pull and scrape. It feels good, this letting go of things, but a little bit scary. I feel a bit naked. What if I need this later?

 

No, no, it has to go. It peels off in a cloudy bits, making a small heap on the floor. Finally, I finish and sweep it up, putting it in a pile with all the other sloughed pieces people have left here.

 

The Keeper of the Mine smiles warmly at me, and then says, “Good job. I know this isn’t easy. And it may try to grow back; in fact it almost certainly will, but you know now to be on guard for it, to slough it away each time you feel it growing back and accumulating again. Now, you are ready. Come with me, and put your hand in the handprint on the door.”

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Lissa and Theo- Magic from the Mines

7 04 2007

After I placed my appeasement in the box, the Keeper of the Mines took me to meet my home host. Lissa was a shy young girl, who smiled and said nothing when we were introduced.

“Don’t let her fool you. She may be young, and she may be shy, but Lissa here knows as much about the mines as anybody around here. She was following her daddy down those shafts as soon as she could toddle. Last year when she moved out on her own, she decided to be a home host. And she’s a good one!” The Keeper of the Mine beamed at Lissa, who still didn’t say anything, but smiled back.

“Got your stuff? Good. You just follow Lissa now and she’ll take care of you. Lissa floated out the door, as if she had wings instead of feet, and I clumped along behind her. We walked for a short way to the edge of town, and a neat little cottage with a picket fence and flowers growing everywhere. I could see vegetables growing in amongst the flowers and spied more growing around the sides of the house. The windows were open, and I could hear a canary singing his heart out inside.

“Come on in.” Lissa had a sweet, quiet voice. She opened the front door to a busy front room full of quilts and embroidered pieces. Watercolors of botanicals hung on the walls, and there were skeins of yarn in brilliant hues hanging near the fireplace, where a spinning wheel sat like a cat on the hearth rug. We walked through to the kitchen, where more yarn hung and a dye pot simmered on the stove. The table was painted in bright colors and traditional stencil patterns, with hand-woven place mats and napkins on each side. There was a clear vase with flowers in the middle of the table.

“I’ll get us some tea and scones, if you like. Dinner will be later.” She spoke so softly that I had to listen carefully.

“Sure. Tea and scones would be fine,” I replied, and looked around the room some more.

The floor was slate with braided rugs scattered across it, and copper saucepans hug from the beams near the stove.  The kettle that Lissa put on was shiny copper, too. The canary who was singing so industriously was in the window looking out over the back garden (again full of flowers and veggies as far as I could see) and to my surprise, I saw Someone, the cat, walking into the room.  She walked over to me and wound around my ankles. “Well, I see you landed on your feet, too,” she said. “Lissa is wonderful. As long as I leave her little canary bird alone we will be fine. And the other birds, too,” she added, with a glance at Lissa, who nodded at her. She padded out of the kitchen and into the living room.

When the tea and scones and several sorts of cookies were in front of us, she sat down.

I was curious. “I understand the mines can be quite dangerous. That’s why we do so much preparation before we go down. How is it that you went down when you were so small?” I asked.

“My dad always took care that I was safe. I didn’t do any actual mining until I was old enough to understand what I was doing, but you know, to little ones, it’s instinctive, it’s play. They just know how to do these things. It’s only as we get older that we loose the ability to mine the alluvial mine. Dad just made sure that I never lost my ability from childhood to adulthood.” She shrugged and smiled.

“I think I see,” I answered.

“It’s not something that a lot of parents are willing to do, but as I said, Dad always kept me safe. And he’s pleased and proud of the miner I’ve become. When we’re done, I’ll show you some of the things I do.”

I found out that most of the plants in Lissa’s garden were good to use as dye stuffs, and she had a small flock of sheep on the edge of town, which was where she got her wool.

“I sell the wool I spin and dye, and the quilts I make. I also weave a little bit, and sell some of that, too.”  She became bolder when talking about the things she loved to create.

The botanical sketches on the wall were hers, too, and there were several large, hand bound volumes with her records for dye mixes and results.

She showed me around the rest of the house. The other two rooms on the first floor were her bedroom, in the front, and her workroom in the back, which had French doors opening onto the garden and the same slate floors as the kitchen. It was full of fabrics and yarns and a huge loom,  another spinning wheel, and plants hanging from the ceiling beams in bunches, drying.  There was a cabinet full of embroidery fibers. There were two sewing machines, and a wall full of cloth in all sorts of colors. A table held more fabric and patterns. Near the doors at the back of the room were an easel and paints. I ooh and ahhed over all of it, and she blushed with pleasure.

 When we went back out, I saw a fiddle on a table in the front room. “And is this yours, too?”

“No, much as I love it, music isn’t one of my abilities. I play a little on a recorder, but not too often. That belongs to my young man, Theo. He has just learned the mines, and is up there today. He should be back soon, and will join us for dinner.”

It was getting late, near sunset, and Lissa went back  into the kitchen to finish up dinner. I sat in the pleasant front room and took out my knitting. It seemed right here.

A few minutes later, a tired looking young man came in the front door. He smiled, and said, “You must be She Wolf. The Keeper of the Mine told me you would be here. I’m Theo. It’s nice to meet you.” He smiled and shook my hand and reached for the fiddle. Tuning it quickly, he was soon lost in his music, and I was too. I was surprised when Lissa called us for dinner. Time had gone somewhere else, with the music.

Dinner was tasty and filling- a beef stew that had simmered all day on the back of the stove, bread fresh that morning, and a salad fresh from the garden. Beer brewed locally went with it, and there was apple pie for dessert. While we talked, Theo told us about his day at the mine. “It’s getting easier; I’ve found a good rich vein,” he said. He turned to me. “Tomorrow I will go up with you, to the mine. It’s exhilarating- you’ll see.”

I offered to help with the dishes, but Theo shooed me away, saying this was his job.

We retired to the front room where Lissa lit a fire, and sat down to spin. I picked my knitting back up, and Theo soon joined us again. He picked up his fiddle  and created his magic once more. Later we talked, with Someone the cat purring in one lap after another, and Lissa pressed some of her exquisite yarn on me- I offered to pay her for it, but she refused. “There’s not much; it was an experiment. But I know you like the colors, and it will make a nice pair of socks. If you keep knitting at this rate, you’ll finish that pair and have nothing to knit for the rest of your journey.”

I looked at the sock in my hands- it was half done, in the course of this one evening. “It must be the magic effect of your fiddle!” I teased.

Theo looked serious. “That’s what I hope for,” he replied.

Lissa showed me my room soon after. It was up a tiny winding set of stairs in the kitchen. “When I decided to be a home host, I converted part of my attic to a little set of rooms for my guests,” she said. “There is a bedroom and a bathroom just for you to use.”

True to her word, there was a cheerful bedroom under the eaves, with a window seat over looking the back garden, and a small bathroom with an enormous tub. The other half of the attic was left for storage, she explained.

Handing me towels smelling of fresh air and lavender, and telling me to let her know if I need anything, Lissa left me to myself. I took a long, soaky bath in the huge tub, and then curled up under the bright quilt on the bed. Theo was playing his music again, and I fell asleep to dreams of sheep with thick warm fleeces chasing after brightly colored musical notes dancing beside a river.

 

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